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About Me

My name is Julia and I am content, joyful, glad, blissful, wonderful, passionate, loving and adoring. At the same time I am miserable, hopeless, lonely, insecure, angry, anxious, depressed and cynical. I often get lost within my thoughts but it’s something I love to do.

I’m just another one of the seven billion people on earth; I’m no better than you are. I have hopes and dreams which I will one day capture and everyday I get closer and closer to grasping them. I’m either one of two things extremely laid back or obnoxiously loud I guess it depends on the day. I have never been a competitive person.

I can be the best friend you always wanted to a certain extent. I can be a very stubborn person I’m not going to compromise myself to become an image of someone else. I don’t take life too seriously. I always gravitate toward people who aren’t “perfect” or who don’t try to be someone their not. I’m more likely to fall for someone who is awkward and kind of uncomfortable in a way, than someone who is cocky and thinks really highly of themselves. I love people who smile and can make me laugh. If someone can make me laugh I place them very high in my books. I respect people who don’t care what other people think. In a way I’m one of those people, but I’m human so I do second guess myself a lot especially about that.

I’m not going to sit here a pretend to be something I’m not. I’m terribly clumsy and I’m kind of awkward. I can get embarrassed easily but I try not too. I think about things too much and over analyze any situation even if it’s only a minor thing. I’m not good at hiding my emotions. I can be really silly and then overly serious. I love making people smile, and I’d do just about anything to make my friends happy.

I highly doubt anyone knows everything about me, in fact I don’t know everything about me. I change a lot, I like to experiment, I like to be different and try different things. I have many passions acting is one of them, I’ve been inspired since I was a child and I defiantly want to pursue that career path. I don’t know where I am or where I’m going I just know that I have a path in life and a dream to change the world and that’s something that I want to accomplish in my life. You might laugh and think I’m crazy but deep down you have no clue the things that I plan to do.

I’m a lacto ovo vegetarian, if you don’t know what that means then google it. I’ve been one for over a year and some odd months. People always ask me why I decided to become one, well for one I’m completely against the inhuman treatment of animals. I believe that killing animals to eat is cruelty. If you can’t handle to read about what you eat and how the food you eat is produced than you shouldn’t be eating it. Also for those of you who say “I don’t kill the animals I just eat it”. Excuse me? You’re the reason why innocent animals are being killed.

I love to love. I love quite a few things, people always tell me that. I find beauty in everything. I think we all have beauty, if you just step back and take a look you can depict everyone’s beauty. I have flaws and insecurities that I try not to get the best of me. I used to be really self-destructive because I used to not know who I was and it took a metamorphosis to take me from there to where I am now. "We are all becoming who we want to become".

“And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. What a stupid lamb. What a sick, masochistic lion.”

I’m not letting myself get pushed around anymore nothing or anyone is going to get in my way. I spent so much of my life in the short time I’ve been living trying to help and please people around me. I would get no respect in return and I’m not going to make myself a walking doormat.

"I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people."-John Lennon

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars -- points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

My Interests

Music

Movies

Twilight, The Notebook, The House Bunny, In the land of Women, Hot Rod, I now Prononce you Chuck & Larry, The Perfect Man, A Cinderella Story, Awake.

Television

The Hills, The City, Cribs, A shot at love, Life of Ryan, Big Brother

Books

Twilight, New Moon, Gingerbread